It is easier said than done

Mamba

When you are dating with your boyfriend or girlfriend and specially doing some relatively intimate deeds, have you ever imagined what it was like he or she did such things with ex-gf or ex-bf?
For myself, i do care about it as i'm a single-minded and one-boy girl, out of which i become more and more sensitive and sentimental facing my special one, who is my first love but i'm not his. Even he told me his so-called puppy-love is not a true love but an impulse of puberty, i still feel bad in the heart. Besides, i'm bound to believe he'll never cheat on me and hurt me, but which seems not enough to let me shed the shadow of his past. I'm really exhausted and sometimes hate myself like this. Am i obstinate or narrow-minded?
After a long time of contemplation, i could only console myself that being naive and infantile, everyone is more or less destined to have a bout of history avoids being mentioned concealed in their inner world. Maybe this is really a truth, on the grounds of which, for me at present what i should do is just to look forward ,cherich everything i have, and don't let the past hold me back. However, it is easier said than done.

My dear friends, are you wiling to give your suggestions and advice to me? And if  you have a same experience,Would you mind sharing with us?

jacky.

Go_ES: o~~o~~thx for your reminding~~well~~what I guessed is right now!!^^

You are being too modest

Go_ES

jacky.: 10.24~11. 22 is Scorpio,you misremember it.

o~~o~~thx for your reminding~~well~~what I guessed is right now!!^^

jacky.

Go_ES: oh~~your birhtday is in november~sorry~I have made a wrong guess`~~~hehe~~bless you finding your Mr.right

10.24~11. 22 is Scorpio,you misremember it.

Go_ES

Mamba: I'm so grateful for your sincere advice.

To be candid with you,I never force him completely to be what i want him to be,but just hope he could more

oh~~your birhtday is in november~sorry~I have made a wrong guess`~~~hehe~~bless you finding your Mr.right

Mamba

Go_ES: You girl must be a Scorpio, who have a  strong possessive instinct.you wanna find a guy who has nothing in his eye but you.who is care about nothing e

I'm so grateful for your sincere advice.

To be candid with you,I never force him completely to be what i want him to be,but just hope he could more closely to be the man who i'm always dreaming of. I'm not a selfish girl but i do lose myself in the love sometimes, which troubles me a lot. Probably,it's time for me to change a little either in the thinking or in attitude.

jacky.

love is fantastic but make us blind
because,we pay out regardless

Go_ES

You girl must be a Scorpio, who have a  strong possessive instinct.you wanna find a guy who has nothing in his eye but you.who is care about nothing except for you,who can say that "I can give up my dream for you""I can the whole world just for you"~~oh~in the realistic world, that can only exist in some songs,some movies, some novles.Being more mature, don't be immature.the guy you probable be with in the rest of you life is not a man who not totally be all the thing you want him to be.Have you seen the song "numb" sang by "linking park" before.sing like that
"I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes"
that may be what you BF feel.
there is a proverb that said"Love is make by forgive to each other"
well ~~that is all~~BTW~My first, as well as my ex-gf, is a kind of a Scorpio just like you.And we went a long time because I was tring my best to be what she wanted me to be,and then just as what the song sing, I felt so tired, so tired.~~and have to end it~~
Maybe what I have said is not totally right,but I hope it can help a little~~^^

Mamba

小莫: Yes, girl. I know when we're stuck in our own love, it is hard for us to reason. So that's why love is blind. I think a healthy relationship is the tw

Love is blind but make us mature.

Appreciate your comments.

小莫

Mamba: I agree with you. Actually i know i'm his only one, so i should not so miserly,right?

Yes, girl. I know when we're stuck in our own love, it is hard for us to reason. So that's why love is blind. I think a healthy relationship is the two can grow up together( or maybe other kind) Hehe~
Don't worry about that any more.

Mamba

小莫: If a man is what he thinks, then a man is made by his experience. I think memories will enrich a person, so I would rather choose a person who experie

I agree with you. Actually i know i'm his only one, so i should not so miserly,right?